Category: Personal

Is it really the end of 2018 already?!

It really seems time for a lil'update!

It has been quite a ride this year! I started the year doing next to NO art and ended the year having so much art surplus to choose from that the Art Summary wheel for 2018 ended up being rather difficult to do! It is hard to choose your favorites!
I learned a lot in 2018 and my art ability and overall style transformed quite a bit (along with my digital footprint in a new logo and branding). Anatomy improved (but still needs improvement, yes), I really delved deep into traditional art and found a passion for it I didn’t know existed, and I really tried to do more art for OTHER people (as well as commission / buy from other people more – artists supporting artists is truly very important!). Looking back on 2018 gives me some level of pride I didn’t know I had in myself and in my art.
2019 will be the year of discovery for me! NSFW, here I come! If you want to walk this deplorably fun and naughty path with me, please come and join me on Patreon! Right now, any tier level will be able to see my NSFW trial-and-errors via Discord rewards until I am confident enough to create a $5 tier JUST FOR NSFW CONTENT. I will be finishing up my ‘Month of Giving’ in January, and starting the HUGE ordeal of getting all my OCs new references… LORT HELP ME. I also plan to continue offering commissions (prices updated now for 2019), working with my Closed Species (Ambrivans and Wonderlings), and despairing over DnD-related content that I will give away freely on dA! As far as WIPs, processes, etc goes, those will be PATREON EXCLUSIVES ONLY. Again, please join me on Patreon for exclusive content.
Happy Holidays and a Happy New Year everyone! <3

A Personal Post: Medical

Some of this may be TMI.

Consider yourself warned.

As many of you know, I have IBS-D and was put on Loperamide to help control it for the last year+. Well, a couple weeks ago, I started seeing a nutritionist thru the VA, and she started me on the Low-FODMAP diet which is apparently for IBS sufferers. ((wtf my gastric doctors didn’t do this is beyond me, but whatever…))

To say that I am pleased so far on this diet is an understatement. Three weeks in and I can see and feel improvement. On this diet, I have one or two episodes every day to two days – a huge improvement over 2 or 3 a day on the Loperamide or 6 to 7 a day with nothing to help at all. This improvement alone makes me want to keep the diet, but there is more…

The gas, swelling, cramping, and overall constant discomfort in my stomach and chest area has lessened. My pants are fitting again – I haven’t lost any weight yet they are needing to be pulled up or worn with a belt! Also, the acid reflux has almost completely went away!!! Hooray for no more heartburn!

So three weeks into a six week trial, and my brain is already weighing the pros and cons of this Low-FODMAP diet.

  • PRO: Reduction in pain / symptoms beyond the ability of medication

  • PRO: Feel better; look better (I have needed this boost for a while!)

  • PRO: Less embarrassing bathroom trips and bowel episodes…

  • PRO: Easier to work, go out, spend time with family / friends, etc

  • CON: BUT IS EXPENSIVE!!! More expensive than medication alone…

So the big con here is $$$ (really the only con besides no chocolate) … But I am leaning towards it being worth a lifelong hit to my pocketbook for relief and the ability to have a life most of the time. Right now I have to plan everything according to bathroom locations and time / travel between those locations. I bring an empty ice cream bucket in my car for sudden episodes between bathroom locations – and have had to use it on the side of the road!! I can only imagine what travelling without spare clothes, towels, wet wipes, poop bucket, toilet paper, and an abundance of plastic bags would be like! And to reduce the embarrassment of bathroom trips would be spectacular!

I don’t know what money can or can’t buy in life for everyone, but I know what I want in my life and for my life. If making a lifestyle change like this will bring all this relief but cost a little extra money, then I think it is time to re-evaluate my budget.

Granted I am only 3-weeks into a 6-week trial, but the results have spoke for themselves so far. I will wait and let my nutritionist weigh in too, but I think she will probably think what I am thinking: Go for it! And as of right now, I think that is what I will be doing – no longer a 6-week trial but a new way to live!

Updates and Changes Galore!

I have finally done it! I changed my branding. We went from plane to colorful! The site is matched with the new branding and got a complete overhaul as you can see! I am super happy with it! It took a little getting used to for the colors to grow on me, but I am digging it now.

Bruiser is doing SO MUCH BETTER everyone! We struggle a little in the mornings if he doesn’t want to eat his pill in the pill pocket, but other than that, he is back to his glorious old self!!!